At Home

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Perhaps I was so lonely I forgot how much love I am fortunate to have in my life. At home, everyone seems so happy to see me. Every hug I received today was a breath of fresh air. It nearly drives me to tears to think that I occupy even the smallest part of these people’s hearts. It makes me wonder what I did to deserve such attention. Even when I get texts from friends and family at college, it always feels surprising.

However, something that actually drives me to tears can’t really be spoken. Right now, in my childhood bed in my childhood room, Charlie is laid out beside me and purring. When I cradle his little head in my hand, he leans himself in and the loneliness disappears completely.