Disappointing Marginal Time-waster
Jan. 22nd, 2022 05:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
takethisforexampleTalking about drug usage here admittedly irks me a bit. I say it's not something I do often but I am too curious for my own good when it comes to these things. I know I should know better, but recently it feels like many people I know, especially older coworkers of mine back up North, have tried or want to try DMT. When it basically fell into my lap, I decided to give it a shot.
DMT is the most powerful psychedelic known to man. People I know and the internet vouch for the experiences they've had on it, as it boasts an almost immediate and life-changing psychedelic effect. To the point where people don't know where they are anymore. I'm talking elves in forests, riding on the back of an eagle in the sunset, floating out into space kind of "spiritual teleportation". People say they see the world in a whole new light afterwards. It's the drug to top all drugs, a remarkable epiphany packed into a 20 minute period that will transform your entire perspective on life...
Well I didn't get any of that. Not at all. Lily told me to take a couple hits and see what happens. I was so underwhelmed that I took more like 20, and nothing notable happened at all besides me getting really ponderous for a good 15 minutes and some mild hallucinations. If anything it provided a sense of clarity which I guess is alright but that's probably only because I went on a micro-bender yesterday with Corey. It was hands down the most underwhelming drug I've ever taken in my life. ADHD medicine could even provide a better time. It's a shame I guess, that I don't get to feel psychedelics the way others do (LSD is a bit similar with me) but I'm glad I don't really need them for medicinal purposes like many people I know do. Still, what a drag. Just like LSD, I knew I'd get anxiety in the comedown when I woke up which I fully anticipated and Corey was there to help me. I've never had someone sit me for that part so it was such a relief that we were able to work through it. I don't think I will be trying DMT again, but if I do I'm sure it will be as anti-climatic as all my trips tend to be.
At the very least, I feel this almost comical sense of pride in the fact that I took 20 hits of DMT and felt hardly anything. That's sort of impressive I guess. Maybe I'm already enlightened, which I highly doubt, but it's funny to joke about. At this age, I am convinced I am invincible.
DMT is the most powerful psychedelic known to man. People I know and the internet vouch for the experiences they've had on it, as it boasts an almost immediate and life-changing psychedelic effect. To the point where people don't know where they are anymore. I'm talking elves in forests, riding on the back of an eagle in the sunset, floating out into space kind of "spiritual teleportation". People say they see the world in a whole new light afterwards. It's the drug to top all drugs, a remarkable epiphany packed into a 20 minute period that will transform your entire perspective on life...
Well I didn't get any of that. Not at all. Lily told me to take a couple hits and see what happens. I was so underwhelmed that I took more like 20, and nothing notable happened at all besides me getting really ponderous for a good 15 minutes and some mild hallucinations. If anything it provided a sense of clarity which I guess is alright but that's probably only because I went on a micro-bender yesterday with Corey. It was hands down the most underwhelming drug I've ever taken in my life. ADHD medicine could even provide a better time. It's a shame I guess, that I don't get to feel psychedelics the way others do (LSD is a bit similar with me) but I'm glad I don't really need them for medicinal purposes like many people I know do. Still, what a drag. Just like LSD, I knew I'd get anxiety in the comedown when I woke up which I fully anticipated and Corey was there to help me. I've never had someone sit me for that part so it was such a relief that we were able to work through it. I don't think I will be trying DMT again, but if I do I'm sure it will be as anti-climatic as all my trips tend to be.
At the very least, I feel this almost comical sense of pride in the fact that I took 20 hits of DMT and felt hardly anything. That's sort of impressive I guess. Maybe I'm already enlightened, which I highly doubt, but it's funny to joke about. At this age, I am convinced I am invincible.
