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Affirmations
May. 26th, 2021 05:20 pmIt is 92 degrees out today. I am inside in shorts and a tank top, melting away to Tame Impala and thinking a little too hard, the usual. The world is beautiful today. I feel more comfortable than usual, even with the heat. That is the comfort of being home.
I think I have found my purpose. I want to experience the most I can in this life. I want to be everyone and everything. I desire wisdom that is both real and unattainable; a wisdom so imposing that it's paralyzing. I want to look through the eyes of every person I meet and be void of all judgement towards them. I want to gaze upward towards the sunshine every day of my life and feel the gaiety of Earth's unending warmth, to know that this existence is binary, and to traverse that truth as humbly as possible. More than anything, I want to send forth a love that is profound, ceaseless, and agape. That is all that matters to me.
Right now my constitution is fleeting. The turbulence of my circumstance demands that I be a normal person for most of my day, but in front of my keyboard I can retreat back to this sanctuary and remind myself of what is important. Not purely drug-induced epiphanies or relationships with other people, just myself and my thoughts (and maybe my music). If things are to continue the way they are, this can no longer be my alter ego. I must become a person that does not exist.
I think I have found my purpose. I want to experience the most I can in this life. I want to be everyone and everything. I desire wisdom that is both real and unattainable; a wisdom so imposing that it's paralyzing. I want to look through the eyes of every person I meet and be void of all judgement towards them. I want to gaze upward towards the sunshine every day of my life and feel the gaiety of Earth's unending warmth, to know that this existence is binary, and to traverse that truth as humbly as possible. More than anything, I want to send forth a love that is profound, ceaseless, and agape. That is all that matters to me.
Right now my constitution is fleeting. The turbulence of my circumstance demands that I be a normal person for most of my day, but in front of my keyboard I can retreat back to this sanctuary and remind myself of what is important. Not purely drug-induced epiphanies or relationships with other people, just myself and my thoughts (and maybe my music). If things are to continue the way they are, this can no longer be my alter ego. I must become a person that does not exist.
